Anxiety

I'm starting to get nervous for our appointment on Wednesday. I just want to know one way or the other if this is the baby for us. I'm praying every day that this will be it! I just am thinking about it all the time. My boss said to me last week, "At least you have a lot going on so you won't be thinking about it." Um, yeah, not the way it works. I wish I was thinking about other stuff, but it's almost like an obsession. I just hope that if this is it, that I will get to a point where I can relax and enjoy it.